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vivlamoore
People talk .it's draining it's embarassing going in public society shame U but all fuck U then when things sag and go to shit ur discarded with no skills and emotional problems trying to get real job in a cruel world clients r nasty all want Barbie's and then wen it old they leave U on corner of street authorities are only kind to young beautiful healthy sane women if U look ugly or blwck they hate U . The only people who won are the madames for every 100 I make they make 3000 . So many women end up broke crazy or drug fucked barely any are successful and then they live with label forever . I hate this industry and how people treat me as I try to go normal I can't even study I blank out from all the excessive thrashing of clients and dark rooms . We all have to pretend it's glamorous and exciting really it's a mirage s con a pipe dream a spiritual apocalypse and no one cares there's no decent councillerd andentsl health are all corrupt I've fucked them all anyway and then they have right to ruin my life the dogs how is drugging and electrocuting someone good all this ment health bullshit most people stay away from help it's a trap
