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walesbrunette
Hello to everyone here.
I just joined this forum a few hours ago actually, as I was searching for a safe and professional looking environment to ask for help.
I have become very tired of constantly being frustrated sexually, but I am too afraid to talk to men face to face. In high school I even fainted a number of times and had panic attacks well into last year whenever I was attracted to a man in the same room. I don’t think I’m very attractive either, I am curvy and I still have a slight pimple problem from acne in my teens. I’m not tall and I’m not thin and personality wise I either clamp up around people or I make an idiot out of myself trying to impress them. Also I don’t know any men and not a lot of them, I don’t think, would have much in common with me as I am what you would call a geek. I love comic books, video games, I even roleplay online in WW and none of these qualities are very attractive. I don’t wear revealing clothes or go to malls or really act like a girl is ‘supposed to’ I guess. My best friend suggested I should just go out with her and try and one-night stand, but I am too wary of that.
I want to feel safe in my partner and someone I just simply pick up in some pub doesn’t feel right. They say there is comfort in anonymity and though I still feel bizarre for admitting it, I would prefer it if I were relieved by a stranger. I don’t even know where to start researching male escorts for this.
I guess it sounds horrible to some, but I reason that these men, they do know what they are doing. I also assume full protection would be observed and again, it makes me feel safer. I don’t have to fret that the man may want to see me again either and that I could get myself into anything with someone who may turn out to be very wrong for me.
I would want a good, not ‘executive’ high end as I have to be realistic in my price range, but a reputable, good quality business to research how much I may be looking at to save for this and what I might expect.
Could perhaps you broad-minded people here at Adult forums help me to go about this and give me some idea of where to start?
Update: Thank you to the members who replied with advice and offers to help. I have a decent idea where to start now, I think, and again, I appreciate all your help very much. I'm going to stay here on the adult forums and hopefully learn some things, so I will, in future, let everyone know the outcome.
Thank you again.
Sincerely,
M
I just joined this forum a few hours ago actually, as I was searching for a safe and professional looking environment to ask for help.
I have become very tired of constantly being frustrated sexually, but I am too afraid to talk to men face to face. In high school I even fainted a number of times and had panic attacks well into last year whenever I was attracted to a man in the same room. I don’t think I’m very attractive either, I am curvy and I still have a slight pimple problem from acne in my teens. I’m not tall and I’m not thin and personality wise I either clamp up around people or I make an idiot out of myself trying to impress them. Also I don’t know any men and not a lot of them, I don’t think, would have much in common with me as I am what you would call a geek. I love comic books, video games, I even roleplay online in WW and none of these qualities are very attractive. I don’t wear revealing clothes or go to malls or really act like a girl is ‘supposed to’ I guess. My best friend suggested I should just go out with her and try and one-night stand, but I am too wary of that.
I want to feel safe in my partner and someone I just simply pick up in some pub doesn’t feel right. They say there is comfort in anonymity and though I still feel bizarre for admitting it, I would prefer it if I were relieved by a stranger. I don’t even know where to start researching male escorts for this.
I guess it sounds horrible to some, but I reason that these men, they do know what they are doing. I also assume full protection would be observed and again, it makes me feel safer. I don’t have to fret that the man may want to see me again either and that I could get myself into anything with someone who may turn out to be very wrong for me.
I would want a good, not ‘executive’ high end as I have to be realistic in my price range, but a reputable, good quality business to research how much I may be looking at to save for this and what I might expect.
Could perhaps you broad-minded people here at Adult forums help me to go about this and give me some idea of where to start?
Update: Thank you to the members who replied with advice and offers to help. I have a decent idea where to start now, I think, and again, I appreciate all your help very much. I'm going to stay here on the adult forums and hopefully learn some things, so I will, in future, let everyone know the outcome.
Thank you again.
Sincerely,
M
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