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When i am not talking to you, i am writing to you Sir. When i am not writing to you Sir i am thinking about you. You are my life Sir.
You are more than a boyfriend, lover and even more than a Master. You have given my life back to me. Through your guidance, i am becoming my own person again – i am no longer just a mom, daughter or someone’s girlfriend – i am slave debra and i am owned by you Sir. You have allowed me to keep the name i was born with and for that i am very grateful Sir.
i realize that in order to meet all of your demands, i have to be in touch with myself – know who i am first. Then i can do anything you ask of me. i do know that you are everything Sir. i am nothing – always striving for your approval, your love. The fact that i can’t be perfect for you gnaws at me all the time. And because i can’t be perfect, i don’t deserve your love Sir.
i never know what you will ask me or ask of me Sir. i am always anticipating – not knowing what will be required of me next. And the exciting thing is that i know i will do whatever it is you ask of me – whether i want to or not – whether i know how to or not. i recognize my purpose is to serve your wants – your needs – not mine Sir. And that is really what i am all about and what you have shown me Sir. The simple fact is “i love always being available to you Sir. i love the thought of belonging to you Sir. i love the fact that i am just another prized possession of yours Sir.”
What i do for you Sir is so little compared to what you do for me. You know my every want and need before i do. You have patiently taught me what i need to know. My trust for you (and in you) has freed me to be a woman, to be a slave and to please you. i know that you would never hurt me. i no longer have to think – i can just do Sir.
There are also times Sir when you are my Daddy. i always feel enveloped in your velvet world Sir but no more so than when you are my Daddy. This is not about punishment – having you pull my ruffled panties down to spank me (although than can be fun too). This is about having a mentor in life. An example to follow. A shining light to look up to. You are all of those things to me Daddy and so much more. You are a soothing voice in my ear when i am hurt or confused. You have shown me reality and have taught me how to live and love in that reality.
You are a fierce protector and unyielding disciplinarian. You have rules, but they are not unrealistic ones Sir. When you whip me i run to the mirror for days to look at the marks. Every time i eat and feel the sting of the salt in the cut on the inside of my upper lip – i remember how your cock felt and tasted in my mouth. Every time i consciously swallow, i remember the feel of your cum sliding down my throat. i get a smile on my face and everything is right in the world again – i have made you happy Sir.
You deserve so much more than i will ever be able to give you Sir and i will spend the rest of my life trying to be worthy of you Sir.
SLAVE GIRL
You are more than a boyfriend, lover and even more than a Master. You have given my life back to me. Through your guidance, i am becoming my own person again – i am no longer just a mom, daughter or someone’s girlfriend – i am slave debra and i am owned by you Sir. You have allowed me to keep the name i was born with and for that i am very grateful Sir.
i realize that in order to meet all of your demands, i have to be in touch with myself – know who i am first. Then i can do anything you ask of me. i do know that you are everything Sir. i am nothing – always striving for your approval, your love. The fact that i can’t be perfect for you gnaws at me all the time. And because i can’t be perfect, i don’t deserve your love Sir.
i never know what you will ask me or ask of me Sir. i am always anticipating – not knowing what will be required of me next. And the exciting thing is that i know i will do whatever it is you ask of me – whether i want to or not – whether i know how to or not. i recognize my purpose is to serve your wants – your needs – not mine Sir. And that is really what i am all about and what you have shown me Sir. The simple fact is “i love always being available to you Sir. i love the thought of belonging to you Sir. i love the fact that i am just another prized possession of yours Sir.”
What i do for you Sir is so little compared to what you do for me. You know my every want and need before i do. You have patiently taught me what i need to know. My trust for you (and in you) has freed me to be a woman, to be a slave and to please you. i know that you would never hurt me. i no longer have to think – i can just do Sir.
There are also times Sir when you are my Daddy. i always feel enveloped in your velvet world Sir but no more so than when you are my Daddy. This is not about punishment – having you pull my ruffled panties down to spank me (although than can be fun too). This is about having a mentor in life. An example to follow. A shining light to look up to. You are all of those things to me Daddy and so much more. You are a soothing voice in my ear when i am hurt or confused. You have shown me reality and have taught me how to live and love in that reality.
You are a fierce protector and unyielding disciplinarian. You have rules, but they are not unrealistic ones Sir. When you whip me i run to the mirror for days to look at the marks. Every time i eat and feel the sting of the salt in the cut on the inside of my upper lip – i remember how your cock felt and tasted in my mouth. Every time i consciously swallow, i remember the feel of your cum sliding down my throat. i get a smile on my face and everything is right in the world again – i have made you happy Sir.
You deserve so much more than i will ever be able to give you Sir and i will spend the rest of my life trying to be worthy of you Sir.
SLAVE GIRL